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Well I suppose I better do something about getting my GCSE grades eh?

I got:-

2 A*s (RE and Humanities (so an A* in both History and Geography shortcourse (I was really pleased with that seeing as I got an E in the history mock and a B in the geography mock and my geography coursework sucked so I must've done well in the exam)))

5 As (Maths (bit disappointed as I really wanted an A* and I was only 18 marks off and 18 out of a total of 600 isn't much, 3%, and I should've worked harder on the coursework but oh well) English, English Literature and Science (double award))

4 Bs (ICT (double award (damn coursework, I got an A* for the exam!)) Spanish (I HATE THAT LESSON AND I SUCK AT SPANISH BUT I GOT A B!!!) and Statistics (not bad when you consider I had a total of about 7 hours of statistics lessons))

I was nervous only when I opened them and then my hands were shaking as I was scared my mum was gonna ground me and then I was scared all day cause I thought she might think 4 Bs were too many and then I wouldn't be able to go anywhere but she said it was fine and I can go to Domfest and everything now. Although I am still mad at her for threatening me.

I am pleased I guess as I got an A or higher for all the subjects I want to take next year which is good and they are the only ones that matter now and I only needed a B or higher to take them anyway.

The day before I went to see Polariss and it was just a really nice relaxing day and I had a glass of white wine and a vodka and orange (except there was too much vodka so I stole everyone's ice and waited for it to melt so it was watered down (except my friends were all saying they couldn't taste it as they are all DRUNKS)) and they were really good as always and I saw the new line up and it was amazing.

Spaz and I broke up but I knew it would never last longer than the summer.

Although I also thought I'd be the one to end it as I am the bitter little fuck who hates relationships.

But we are friends still and I am a bit sad but also kinda relieved and other emotions too so mainly neutral and blank.

I hate my mum and am finding it hard to stand her voice. And I am finding it hard to stand church. And I hate my job. Not my day today.